bittersweet things in life

Duhai kamu yang bermata kelabu Yang telah mengisi mimpi-mimpiku Kamu yang tawanya kurindu Yang obrolannya kunanti selalu Duhai kamu.. Sudah punya pacar ya, kamu.. Jantungku berhenti berdetak mendengar itu Aku susah nafas karena itu Ah, kamu.. Aku seharusnya tahu Tak mungkin orang sebaik dan selucu kamu Masih jomblo kayak aku Duh, kamu.. Ku terluka karenamu Boleh ya aku berharap kamu putus? Lalu jadian ma aku.. Hey, kamu.. I love you Sampai ketemu Mudah2an ada kesempatan buatku..

A bomb explode today. A bomb that shattered my heart and hopes. It feels like a bomb when you tell me that you had a girlfriend.. Deep inside, a part of me always know that there is no way a person as cute, funny, and kind like you hadn't had a girlfriend. Yet, I keep on hoping. Yet, I keep on falling. Now, I'm broken.. I'm broken.. But I know that it's time to let go. So that I could have a nice memory about you. About the whole you. Dear you, I planned to let this feeling go, but I can't.. I pray for your happiness, but I wish that you're happy with me.. Dear you, I will not let go 'till you tell me to.

God is very kind to me. After all this time, in just 2weeks he let me feel this feeling again twice. First is with him, 8years younger than me. Second is with you, someone from afar. I think my feelings for him is just a warm-up of my feelings for you. I didn't fall for him, I can like him as I should be, and I didn't want him to know my feelings. With you, it's different. With him, when I said my goodbyes, while knowing that we could still meet, I can let go my feelings in days. I can tell my heart to stop liking him more than I should. He's a colleague, a friend at most. And my heart can accept that. My heart doesn't shattered because of that. With you, while knowing that you would only be here for a few days more, I can't tell my heart to let go. With you, while knowing that our next meeting is as uncertain as the sun rises from the west, I can't tell my heart to like you just as I should. You're a colleague, but I want to be your friend at l...

Aku pernah bilang, kalau ingin sesuatu jangan ragu Aku pernah bilang, mau cari orang yang efeknya ke aku kayak kamu-yang-nyunda-itu Yang ketawanya membuat rindu Yang kehadirannya membuat nyaman aku Well, I've found you You make my world brighter everytime you smile Your smile is all I see when I close my eyes Your eyes make me drowned when you look at me Your presence takes my breath away But I'm afraid that we could never be Yesterday, I want to offer my companionship to you so bad But I just can't say the words And I regret it I regret it so much And so I tried other way A more subtle way But it's a dead end in that other way It's a dead end I know it's a false hope for you to feel like I feel But I just can't tell my heart to stop falling for you To stop wanting you To stop missing you I'm here Wanting you so bad Missing you like hell Loving you so much I'm here, longing for you.. Dear grey-eyed man Can't y...

Ada, ya, makhluk seindah kamu? God must be in a very good mood when creating you.. Mata abu-abu itu, rambut coklat itu Senyummu itu... Everything in you takes my breath away I was sucked into your eyes everytime you look at me Everytime you smile or laugh my world just stop revolving I just can't find the words to explain you Could it be love? We're too different Not in the same timezone or continent Also don't have the same religion or mother language I just want to enjoy your existence here Here, near me, even for just a few days I can't say that I want to accompany you here and there I'm becoming very shy if it's about you Dear, God.. The Almighty, The Merciful Please do show me the way I like him very much, so much that it hurts just to think that he will be gone soon If he's meant for me, please make it easy